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Assalamualaikum. I've been dreaming about the same guy for two days in row. By two days I mean during my night sleeps and also afternoon naps. Heck! Is there anything bad happened to that guy? I mean, we are no longer together nor we kept ourselves in touch. So, why on Earth I kept dreaming of him? You know what's worst? My heart could racing like I've just ended a full marathon and my hands and feet are cold as ice. That means something bad happened right? No? To be honest, it is not a bad dream. Not at all. It is more like a major throwback to the old memories. Which I'd deleted (permanently) from my brain. Maybe I need to empty the dustbin to totally forgot about them. Lol. But, the dream gave me cold and bad feelings every time I open my eyes. I even shivering as hell. God please spare me. Since I've been feeling bad, I asked those people around me to make sure they are all right. Alhamdulillah, everyone is fine :') Maybe, just maybe that dream is a ...

Assalamualaikum. Hi. I am supposed to be in Penang and work on my thesis and stuff but instead here I am at home. By home I mean Shah Alam & just came back from desserts hunting. In case you not know, I always go for sweets whenever I am down or sad. Don't be shocked yet because I am still doing my Master, it is just I am not staying in Penang. I hit rock bottom yesterday. It hurts inside out. And it still hurts. I don't want to whine about whatever happened in Penang last few days because I believe no matter how well we've planned, Allah's plans are better. There will be light after darkness, sun after the rain. But honestly, I couldn't help myself from asking why did things happened to me. Never ending episodes of tears and heart breaks. Maybe, just maybe because of my never ending questions made Him send more and more tests until I stop questioning. Maybe. Shit! I am whining like a bitch. Again. People keeps telling me to stay positive no matter w...

Will bid farewell to home. And say hello to Uni Sains Malaysia. New people. New environment. New memories. New challenges. New me. New chapter is about to begin.  May Allah helps me through everything.  Aminn. 

Date: 12 October 2015 Location: PICC, Putrajaya Nina's long awaiting Convocation Day. She's now officially a marine engineer! She nailed it despite the fact that she's the only girl in the course. Even the Pro Chancellor impressed with her. We are so proud of you girl. Keep on rockin'! Nope. We never had a decent family picture for our Convocation Day. p.s: I missed this nenek kebayan. Balik lah cepat!

Date: 10 Oct 2015. Locations: The Sumbs & Dip n Dip. Met my sisters from another mothers. Our last meeting was on Nov 2014. So, it is kinda excited to see these two ladies. They are literally my big sisters since they are older than me by 3 years. And yes, they always look out for me and cherish me as their own little sisters. Alhamdulillah for having them :) Introducing, Kak Ainie :D Lunch at The Sumbs, Sek 13 Shah Alam. p.s: Thank you for picking me up at home, paid all of the foods & return me home safely. Love youuuuuu! :*

Date: 21-26 May 2015. Location: Terengganu. Nina & I went to Terengganu mainly for Aidiq's convocation. But we are killing two birds with one stone :p We spent more days having fun while waiting for the convocation day because Sue was there. So, she officially is our driver & home provider. Thanks Sue! :* Our flight at 7.45pm. Nope, that kid is not going anywhere. First meal in Terengganu. Somewhere near to the airport, on the way to UMT. First day has been spent by the beaches. Penarik Beach, Setiu. So, our guide here suggests to have keropok lekor & sotong celup tepung together with fresh coconut. Perfect! Tok Jembal Beach, Batu Rakit. This beach is located right behind UMT campus. Since we are facing east, the sun sets behind us. Dinner at a local cafe at town. There is night market on the other side of the canal. Second day starts with shopping at Pasar Payang. Then, we hike up Bukit Puteri, located op...