Me #15: Whatever

Assalamualaikum.

Hi. I am supposed to be in Penang and work on my thesis and stuff but instead here I am at home. By home I mean Shah Alam & just came back from desserts hunting. In case you not know, I always go for sweets whenever I am down or sad. Don't be shocked yet because I am still doing my Master, it is just I am not staying in Penang.

I hit rock bottom yesterday.
It hurts inside out.
And it still hurts.

I don't want to whine about whatever happened in Penang last few days because I believe no matter how well we've planned, Allah's plans are better. There will be light after darkness, sun after the rain. But honestly, I couldn't help myself from asking why did things happened to me. Never ending episodes of tears and heart breaks. Maybe, just maybe because of my never ending questions made Him send more and more tests until I stop questioning. Maybe.

Shit!

I am whining like a bitch. Again. People keeps telling me to stay positive no matter what happened. Haha. Seems like being a positive and cheerful girl is my ultimate goal in the mean time. Wish me luck!

p.s: Actually malas gila nak ulang alik USM pasal jauh. Lain lah kalau pakwe nak temankan selalu tapi in my dreams je lah pasal pakwe pun takde. Kahkah. Bertabahlah!





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