Random #16
Assalamualaikum :)
I thought that I could sleep and have a very nice dream tonight after a long day. But I can't! I have so much things in my head that I finally decided to switch on my netbook and start typing in this blog. To be honest, I have something better to do to fill in the time such as completing the ledger for my business's account. But I chose to write. Well, things don't just go as we planned isn't it?
Earlier, I was (forced) to send my cousin to Ampang for his solemnization. You know, to unite with the woman of his choice. And as usual, I was rained with question, "So Nurul bila lagi?". Frankly, I don't even have any candidate(s). In the mean time of course. But I really hope I'll find him soon. So that my aunts & uncles can change their question to something like, "Bila nak ada baby?". LOL. Tipu lah takde perasaan nak kahwin tu bila tengok cousin sendiri & lelaki pula tu dah kahwin. Dah lah sebaya. But this is better that get married to the wrong man. Right? No? Whatever.
In bed, I started to think to any possible men that maybe is the man of my life. MAYBE. Okay, there are actually several men that I might fall in love with IF I really destined to be meeting them soon but under some circumstances I hope I won't meet them. Accept GD? Mihmihmih. Too much cons than pros. Or maybe the exact problem is me. I tend to give "scores" to guys. Like A is kindhearted but is not so handsome and B is handsome but is a total mofo. You got me? Hm. So maybe lah this thing actually bothering me sampai tak boleh tidur. Over sangat!
Okay, dah azan subuh. I hope that I can sleep after the prayer. I need some peace to clear this matter out of my head. To be honest, I don't really like to think so much about "jodoh". I believe that it is non of my job or business to decide. It is His. So, let Him do His job. In addition, please. If you ever wonder when will be my turn, the answer is I DON'T KNOW. Haha. Have a nice weekend peeps! :)
I thought that I could sleep and have a very nice dream tonight after a long day. But I can't! I have so much things in my head that I finally decided to switch on my netbook and start typing in this blog. To be honest, I have something better to do to fill in the time such as completing the ledger for my business's account. But I chose to write. Well, things don't just go as we planned isn't it?
Earlier, I was (forced) to send my cousin to Ampang for his solemnization. You know, to unite with the woman of his choice. And as usual, I was rained with question, "So Nurul bila lagi?". Frankly, I don't even have any candidate(s). In the mean time of course. But I really hope I'll find him soon. So that my aunts & uncles can change their question to something like, "Bila nak ada baby?". LOL. Tipu lah takde perasaan nak kahwin tu bila tengok cousin sendiri & lelaki pula tu dah kahwin. Dah lah sebaya. But this is better that get married to the wrong man. Right? No? Whatever.
In bed, I started to think to any possible men that maybe is the man of my life. MAYBE. Okay, there are actually several men that I might fall in love with IF I really destined to be meeting them soon but under some circumstances I hope I won't meet them. Accept GD? Mihmihmih. Too much cons than pros. Or maybe the exact problem is me. I tend to give "scores" to guys. Like A is kindhearted but is not so handsome and B is handsome but is a total mofo. You got me? Hm. So maybe lah this thing actually bothering me sampai tak boleh tidur. Over sangat!
Okay, dah azan subuh. I hope that I can sleep after the prayer. I need some peace to clear this matter out of my head. To be honest, I don't really like to think so much about "jodoh". I believe that it is non of my job or business to decide. It is His. So, let Him do His job. In addition, please. If you ever wonder when will be my turn, the answer is I DON'T KNOW. Haha. Have a nice weekend peeps! :)
