Reflection #18: Appreciate While You Can
Assalamualaikum :)
Earlier, I went to Econsave with mak & abah for our monthly groceries shopping. Yes, I am 25 and still following mum to supermarket sebab nak pow jajan. Haha. To be honest, even though I am the eldest one of three sisters, I am the spoiled one. The whole family admitted this and I am happy that they acknowledge me as the spoiled one. Lol,
Unlike my little sisters, I have this one feeling that I MUST go to anywhere my mak is going. I just feel like this is the time for me to make as much memories together as I can since I never know which will be the last time I will ever be with her. Seeing my closest friends lost their mum/dad made me appreciate their existence even more. I am not ready to lose them and I don't think I will ever be.
I know that I have made a lot of mistakes when I was younger. I took them for granted. I yelled at them. I got angry whenever they didn't fulfill my requests. I ignored their callings. I played with their heart and feelings. I keep procrastinating things they asked me to do. Too many to list them down. At the age of 25, I realize that they are getting older day by day. And that means they soon will be leaving me, if it is not me who will leaves first. Their time in this world is running out yet I still haven't done anything for them.
Dear mak & abah, if you both happen to read this, please know that I am loving you so much. So much that I can't take it into words. I am so much indebted to you and I don't think I can ever pay you back. I am grateful that I am your daughter and not others'. Thank you so much for taking care of me since I was little until I am this old. Thank you for loving me, for accepting me for who I am. May Allah keeps you both healthy and happy till the end of your life. I love you.
Earlier, I went to Econsave with mak & abah for our monthly groceries shopping. Yes, I am 25 and still following mum to supermarket sebab nak pow jajan. Haha. To be honest, even though I am the eldest one of three sisters, I am the spoiled one. The whole family admitted this and I am happy that they acknowledge me as the spoiled one. Lol,
Unlike my little sisters, I have this one feeling that I MUST go to anywhere my mak is going. I just feel like this is the time for me to make as much memories together as I can since I never know which will be the last time I will ever be with her. Seeing my closest friends lost their mum/dad made me appreciate their existence even more. I am not ready to lose them and I don't think I will ever be.
I know that I have made a lot of mistakes when I was younger. I took them for granted. I yelled at them. I got angry whenever they didn't fulfill my requests. I ignored their callings. I played with their heart and feelings. I keep procrastinating things they asked me to do. Too many to list them down. At the age of 25, I realize that they are getting older day by day. And that means they soon will be leaving me, if it is not me who will leaves first. Their time in this world is running out yet I still haven't done anything for them.
Dear mak & abah, if you both happen to read this, please know that I am loving you so much. So much that I can't take it into words. I am so much indebted to you and I don't think I can ever pay you back. I am grateful that I am your daughter and not others'. Thank you so much for taking care of me since I was little until I am this old. Thank you for loving me, for accepting me for who I am. May Allah keeps you both healthy and happy till the end of your life. I love you.
