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Assalamualaikum :) Earlier, I went to Econsave with mak & abah for our monthly groceries shopping. Yes, I am 25 and still following mum to supermarket sebab nak pow jajan. Haha. To be honest, even though I am the eldest one of three sisters, I am the spoiled one. The whole family admitted this and I am happy that they acknowledge me as the spoiled one. Lol, Unlike my little sisters, I have this one feeling that I MUST go to anywhere my mak is going. I just feel like this is the time for me to make as much memories together as I can since I never know which will be the last time I will ever be with her. Seeing my closest friends lost their mum/dad made me appreciate their existence even more. I am not ready to lose them and I don't think I will ever be. I know that I have made a lot of mistakes when I was younger. I took them for granted. I yelled at them. I got angry whenever they didn't fulfill my requests. I ignored their callings. I played with their heart and feel...

Assalamualaikum :) Alhamdulillah! All praise to Allah for keeps me breathing, so I got the chance to meet this holy month again. Alhamdulillah :') This year marks the 10th year we are celebrating Ramadhan & soon Syawal without atuk. It has been hard for the few earlier years, to accept his loss but we are moving on now. May Allah puts him among His beloved. Aminn. My resolution for this Ramadhan is to increase my good deeds a lot more than before. I mean A LOT. I know I am being bad for the past 11 months before Ramadhan, so I thought that this is the time for me to reflect and make myself better. Since all the evils are being locked up somewhere, I guess I could list down all of my bad habits and turn it into good ones. But what I've been afraid of is, all the bad things are all on myself and not because of the evil's whisperers.  Like mum said, even though all the evils have been locked up there is still a demon who stays in our heart. The demon name is lust...

02 June 2015 Wood & Steel Taman Tun Dr Ismail (TTDI), Petaling Jaya My so called birthday celebration by Wiwie & Faizah. We ate more than we should have and have no regrets. Haha. Received a surprise birthday song sang by the (cute) bartenders, also free hot chocolate as present. So sweet lah you guys. Awesome foods and companions. Surely one of the best nights of 2015. I love you girls. Muah! Thank you sweetheart for the treat :* Since 1997. p.s: Actually, missing the other 3. Bila entah nak ada chance keluar dengan semua orang. Hm.

Assalamualaikum. Pernah tak korang rasa yang korang tu sangat lah hina di mata Allah sampai nak doa minta apa apa pun rasa malu dan segan? Pernah tak korang rasa yang there is no way Allah will please you after what you have done all this time? Itu lah apa aku rasa hari ni. Actually, tu dah kira bersangka buruk lah kan. Belum belum dah fikir Allah itu ini which is no good. Bersangka buruk kepada manusia pun tak boleh apatah lagi dekat Tuhan. Astaghfirullah . Tapi kadang-kadang tak boleh nak fikir positif. Dosa yang dah dibuat tu kemain banyak lagi sampai aku rasa takde harapan dah nak jadi manusia disayangi Allah. Punya banyak dosa tu cuma aku dengan Allah je tahu. Sampai aku rasa nak menangis sebenarnya malam ni tapi tak boleh. Selalunya bila aku dengar je zikir zikir ni, senang je meleleh air mata and that not happen tonight. Tak tahu kenapa tapi aku harap bukan sebab Allah dah keraskan hati aku. Ya Allah, lembutkan lah hati aku ni Ya Allah :( Anddddddd dengan keadaan manusia s...

30 May 2015 Sungai Congkak, Hulu Langat Selangor. Assalamualaikum :) It has been quite sometime since our last family picnic. To recall, our last picnic was at Port Dickson somewhere in February. 4 months had passed since then. Actually, this picnic was quite spontaneous. Started with my sister asking for permission to join her friends for picnic at Templer Park. So I suggested that the rest of us should be going for a picnic too. At the end, my sister is not even join her friends and join us instead. Talk about family first :D Had fun together, as we always do. Mum cooked her signature nasi lemak sambal sotong. Can't have any better than that. Haha. Am sharing our photos there. Enjoy! :) p.s: Ignore those ugly faces of mine. HAHA. p.p.s: Can we go for another picnic before Ramadhan? Please motherrrrrrrr.