Random #15: Ramadhan Kareem
Assalamualaikum :)
Alhamdulillah! All praise to Allah for keeps me breathing, so I got the chance to meet this holy month again. Alhamdulillah :')
This year marks the 10th year we are celebrating Ramadhan & soon Syawal without atuk. It has been hard for the few earlier years, to accept his loss but we are moving on now. May Allah puts him among His beloved. Aminn.
My resolution for this Ramadhan is to increase my good deeds a lot more than before. I mean A LOT. I know I am being bad for the past 11 months before Ramadhan, so I thought that this is the time for me to reflect and make myself better. Since all the evils are being locked up somewhere, I guess I could list down all of my bad habits and turn it into good ones.
But what I've been afraid of is, all the bad things are all on myself and not because of the evil's whisperers.
Like mum said, even though all the evils have been locked up there is still a demon who stays in our heart. The demon name is lust (nafsu). To be honest, it never been easy to tackle this demon. NEVER. As for myself, I have to admit that my lust for foods, for shopping, for talking bad, for disobeying my parents and a lot more is sometimes beyond control. I lose my temper easily. I raised my voice to the elder. Those were my weaknesses before and am still fighting with it.
This year, I wish to be a better daughter for my parents, a better sister for my little sisters, a better friend for my friends and most of all a better muslimah. Aminn. Pray for me people. Please pray that Allah will helps me overcome this. And I pray that all of us will be blessed with a lot of goodness for the rest of our lives.
Happy fasting dear sisters & brothers, no matter where you are. May this Ramadhan be the best Ramadhan we all ever had :)
Alhamdulillah! All praise to Allah for keeps me breathing, so I got the chance to meet this holy month again. Alhamdulillah :')
This year marks the 10th year we are celebrating Ramadhan & soon Syawal without atuk. It has been hard for the few earlier years, to accept his loss but we are moving on now. May Allah puts him among His beloved. Aminn.
My resolution for this Ramadhan is to increase my good deeds a lot more than before. I mean A LOT. I know I am being bad for the past 11 months before Ramadhan, so I thought that this is the time for me to reflect and make myself better. Since all the evils are being locked up somewhere, I guess I could list down all of my bad habits and turn it into good ones.
But what I've been afraid of is, all the bad things are all on myself and not because of the evil's whisperers.
Like mum said, even though all the evils have been locked up there is still a demon who stays in our heart. The demon name is lust (nafsu). To be honest, it never been easy to tackle this demon. NEVER. As for myself, I have to admit that my lust for foods, for shopping, for talking bad, for disobeying my parents and a lot more is sometimes beyond control. I lose my temper easily. I raised my voice to the elder. Those were my weaknesses before and am still fighting with it.
This year, I wish to be a better daughter for my parents, a better sister for my little sisters, a better friend for my friends and most of all a better muslimah. Aminn. Pray for me people. Please pray that Allah will helps me overcome this. And I pray that all of us will be blessed with a lot of goodness for the rest of our lives.
Happy fasting dear sisters & brothers, no matter where you are. May this Ramadhan be the best Ramadhan we all ever had :)
