Me #18: 2 Weeks & Counting
Assalamualaikum.
Been wanted to write something in here since ages but too occupied with work. I mean, my proposal. After a year+ staying at home doing nothing, here I am at USM. Oh, I told you guys already. Haha. But these two weeks are the time when I am really started and focused my study and blablabla.
So far so good. USM is a great place with great people. Everybody looks smart and intelligent, making me doubt with my own self.
Can I compete with these people?
Can I survive this?
Is this really the right choice I've made?
I keep asking myself these questions because I know that I am not so good nor not so bad in studies. Plus, after a year of idling my brain seems freezing more than ever. Reading journals over and over and over again, yet understanding nothing. Haha. Can someone shares tips on how to melt a freeze brain? Lol.
Hm. In the meantime, I am waiting for Dr Aileen to give feedbacks on my proposal but she's nowhere to be seen. And Naje' is here with her family, asking me to join them. Actually been joining them last night, so segan lah juga nak join lagi hari ni. Gila menyibuk family orang lain holiday kau ada juga. HAHA.
I hope Dr Aileen is not back when I am gone, in few hours later. *Please come back to the lab earlier, Dr!* Well, my initial intention of writing this post is actually to sigh and talk about the madness of master degree but I guess I better keep them with myself. I should be grateful that I am given this chance to further my study and increase my knowledge. Right? :)
I pray that Allah will always help me through this phase and may His blessings are always with me and with everything that I do. Pray for me too, peeps :)
Have a nice day!
Been wanted to write something in here since ages but too occupied with work. I mean, my proposal. After a year+ staying at home doing nothing, here I am at USM. Oh, I told you guys already. Haha. But these two weeks are the time when I am really started and focused my study and blablabla.
So far so good. USM is a great place with great people. Everybody looks smart and intelligent, making me doubt with my own self.
Can I compete with these people?
Can I survive this?
Is this really the right choice I've made?
I keep asking myself these questions because I know that I am not so good nor not so bad in studies. Plus, after a year of idling my brain seems freezing more than ever. Reading journals over and over and over again, yet understanding nothing. Haha. Can someone shares tips on how to melt a freeze brain? Lol.
Hm. In the meantime, I am waiting for Dr Aileen to give feedbacks on my proposal but she's nowhere to be seen. And Naje' is here with her family, asking me to join them. Actually been joining them last night, so segan lah juga nak join lagi hari ni. Gila menyibuk family orang lain holiday kau ada juga. HAHA.
I hope Dr Aileen is not back when I am gone, in few hours later. *Please come back to the lab earlier, Dr!* Well, my initial intention of writing this post is actually to sigh and talk about the madness of master degree but I guess I better keep them with myself. I should be grateful that I am given this chance to further my study and increase my knowledge. Right? :)
I pray that Allah will always help me through this phase and may His blessings are always with me and with everything that I do. Pray for me too, peeps :)
Have a nice day!
