Me #17: Adding Colours To My Life

Assalamualaikum :)

This one week has been so long for someone frustrated like me. I didn't plan to share about my frustration here. So, don't get your hope high to listen to such stories.

Last night, I cried my heart out watching Ano Hana anime. Damn! It was one sad anime. Like very very sad :'( I started crying since episode 1. Lol. I guess, thanks to Ano Hana all of my frustration went out through those tears. Haha. And I feel so alive today. Alhamdulillah! :)

Tonight, I go through my blogs and find it so bored and dreary. I thought, since when my life has been so bored? With only black and white, I am living in the present. Not in the past. Present should be colourful and happy and fun. Well, all that define me before. And it should define me now.

Colourful.

 Honestly, I don't know how to express this feeling of mine. I just thought of my life should be coloured with a lot of colours. Life isn't about one or two things. Life isn't about one or two feelings. Life is about everything. Life is about so many many many things. Be it good or bad.

Because life was made that way.

 I should stay strong even when the storm strikes. I should stay even when everyone is leaving. I should give my bestest for everything I do. Because, Allah promised to help when there's effort and pray. No one should be able to bugger or even bring me down. Right?

So, why afraid of taking chances of trying other colours rather than stay with the same two colours? I was born awesome from awesome parents in an awesome family. I just need to believe in myself more and be that awesome Nurul I used to be ;)

Let's play with more colours.







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