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Assalamualaikum. If you have forgotten, I have two little sisters. Nina (22) and Hani (16). Just now, I am texting with Nina. She's currently at Johor, continuing her study. She told me that she's been admitted into hospital last Monday due to high fever & low blood pressure. Yep, among us three she's the thinnest and the most frequent one to be warded. To be honest, I am worried. She's been sick since she's a baby. Always got high fever, seizure, passed out, cramps, low blood pressure, etc. Making us to always worried sick of her. She's the most active one with sports but she's the weakest one. I guess sports don't help much to keep you healthy. No? Suddenly, a thinking strike. What if I lose her? What if I have to live without her? And I started to cry. The answer is so clear. I don't want to lose her. At least not now. Because I still need her in my life. I can't imagine my life without her. Been living together for 22 years, and s...

Assalamualaikum :) This one week has been so long for someone frustrated like me. I didn't plan to share about my frustration here. So, don't get your hope high to listen to such stories. Last night, I cried my heart out watching Ano Hana anime. Damn! It was one sad anime. Like very very sad :'( I started crying since episode 1. Lol. I guess, thanks to Ano Hana all of my frustration went out through those tears. Haha. And I feel so alive today. Alhamdulillah! :) Tonight, I go through my blogs and find it so bored and dreary. I thought, since when my life has been so bored? With only black and white, I am living in the present. Not in the past. Present should be colourful and happy and fun. Well, all that define me before. And it should define me now. Colourful. Honestly, I don't know how to express this feeling of mine. I just thought of my life should be coloured with a lot of colours. Life isn't about one or two things. Life isn't about one or two fe...

Nov 7th, Kak Ainie & Kak Lily came again. This time, they kidnapped me for 36 hours. Can you imagine, I stayed in Shah Alam and I have to stay at a hotel in Kajang which just one hour away from my home? Lol. Well spent weekend with a lot of brain washing by Kak Lily. Oh, I love you guys. Mwah! Let's try everything in Meteora. Yeay! p.s: Thank you for the treats!