Random #6: Brain Damage.
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious & the Most Merciful.
Grateful for I am still breathing this morning, to go through another day on this world. Even though things are not going as I've plan, but still on the right track. Alhamdulillah.
This morning, I woke up with an empty mind. Just like a blank A4 paper. I was wondering what had happened last night, or yesterday, or last few days that caused my mind gone empty. Crap! I thought that something might be wrong with my brain till it can't functions as usual. Because last time I've been using it was last night, when I was reading some journals for my FYP. I remember I scribbled something in my note book and for sure I am using my brain to digest all of the informations. But, how come everything disappear just like that? Oh, maybe I slept too long but 6 hours are normal. In fact, for me 6 hours are lacking. I should sleep like 10 to 12 hours. *hell yes, I'm a baby*
Dr Yusuff was already in the lecture room when I arrived. I was 10 minutes late but thank God he didn't start yet. But along the almost 1 hour lecture, I didn't pay any attention to what he's lecturing about. I wrote down notes but my mind is not there. And even my soul. Maybe. I was trying hard to figure out something I can't even remember. I'm doomed! I lost my memory. I can't even remember what am I eating during breaking fast yesterday. Total emptiness. Until Hafizah asked me;
"Nurul, bakpo mu buak muko gitu?" *she's a Kelantanese*
And I was like, "Heh?" I can't even understand a shit what is she trying to say. Lol. I guess I am thinking too much lately that my brain starts to damage and leaking (?).
Few minutes ago, I called mum. But when she asked me why am I calling, and I was like
"Bukan mak yang call ke?"
And she was like
"Huh? Kan kakak yang call mak. Kau dah kenapa?". Zzz.
Am I dialling her number out of concious? At last, I was saying that saja saja call mak. Tanya mak buat apa. Abah buat apa. Nenek buat apa. And finally, I asked her to pick me up tomorrow's night. I think I need to be at home and find some peace. Yes, rest in peace. Ha ha ha.
F all the grammatical errors. I know my English sucks. And sucker day to day. Damn you grammar. I'm having my communication test on 5th. Why you no cooperating with me? Maybe I should read some grammar books at home. Or else I have to repeat my communication test next semester. Sigh.
Till then fellas. Have a nice day. And be safe :)
p.s: aku tak tahu apa yang aku merepek sebenarnya. Anggap je lah aku tengah practice speaking. Lol.
Grateful for I am still breathing this morning, to go through another day on this world. Even though things are not going as I've plan, but still on the right track. Alhamdulillah.
This morning, I woke up with an empty mind. Just like a blank A4 paper. I was wondering what had happened last night, or yesterday, or last few days that caused my mind gone empty. Crap! I thought that something might be wrong with my brain till it can't functions as usual. Because last time I've been using it was last night, when I was reading some journals for my FYP. I remember I scribbled something in my note book and for sure I am using my brain to digest all of the informations. But, how come everything disappear just like that? Oh, maybe I slept too long but 6 hours are normal. In fact, for me 6 hours are lacking. I should sleep like 10 to 12 hours. *hell yes, I'm a baby*
Dr Yusuff was already in the lecture room when I arrived. I was 10 minutes late but thank God he didn't start yet. But along the almost 1 hour lecture, I didn't pay any attention to what he's lecturing about. I wrote down notes but my mind is not there. And even my soul. Maybe. I was trying hard to figure out something I can't even remember. I'm doomed! I lost my memory. I can't even remember what am I eating during breaking fast yesterday. Total emptiness. Until Hafizah asked me;
"Nurul, bakpo mu buak muko gitu?" *she's a Kelantanese*
And I was like, "Heh?" I can't even understand a shit what is she trying to say. Lol. I guess I am thinking too much lately that my brain starts to damage and leaking (?).
Few minutes ago, I called mum. But when she asked me why am I calling, and I was like
"Bukan mak yang call ke?"
And she was like
"Huh? Kan kakak yang call mak. Kau dah kenapa?". Zzz.
Am I dialling her number out of concious? At last, I was saying that saja saja call mak. Tanya mak buat apa. Abah buat apa. Nenek buat apa. And finally, I asked her to pick me up tomorrow's night. I think I need to be at home and find some peace. Yes, rest in peace. Ha ha ha.
F all the grammatical errors. I know my English sucks. And sucker day to day. Damn you grammar. I'm having my communication test on 5th. Why you no cooperating with me? Maybe I should read some grammar books at home. Or else I have to repeat my communication test next semester. Sigh.
| Tak ada kaitan hidup mati. Pfft. |
Till then fellas. Have a nice day. And be safe :)
p.s: aku tak tahu apa yang aku merepek sebenarnya. Anggap je lah aku tengah practice speaking. Lol.
