BFF #3: Zaiton Bt Mohammad
Eton sayang ,
How are you there ? I hope you are always fine . Me ? Kinda fine here . Actually , a bit awkward to write you something like this . I mean , we used to talk face to face on everything and I never thought that I will have to talk to you through this blog post . Haha .
Well , nothing much . Or to be exact , too much to tell until I don't know which one should I share with you . So , it left with several things I want to share with you . Just like the old days . Earlier , I've gone through my picture collections and you were there , in almost pictures of me . At first second , I smiled but later I started to cry . Yea , I cried ! Because I just miss you so much . It is too too much until words can't describe it ! :( :(
I know you were happy with him , with your family , and your new family . I have to accept that is your life now . And forever . But I just can't accept the fact that you are no longer with me . How I wish time didn't flies so fast , so I could enjoy more times with you :( I am so freaking jealous with Bahri because he had you . For the rest of his life and me ? Hm . Need to learn more to live without you . When you're gone , I thought I could survive here but now , I'm doubt with my own self . I'm not strong enough . In fact , I never been strong :(
I miss the moments we sit and talk about everything . We laughed , we cried . I really miss those times . But I can't have it back now . I realized that you are the reason for me to stood still until the end . You're the one who gives courages to fight for everything . Remember back then when everybody talks bad about us , when nobody wants to be with us , we still have each other . Therefore we survived until we graduated . But now , everything seems so hopeless . I'm thinking to give up almost every day . I just can't stand this any more :(
Please don't misinterpret this post . It is not that I'm not happy with what you had recently , but I just want you to know I want us to be like we used to be so badly . And I want you to know how much I've been missing you :') I always ask Allah to gives you strength and blesses on everything you do . Don't forget me please :') Just take care of yourself there . And my baby :p Hope to see you very soon ! I love you ! Mwahh ! :)
How are you there ? I hope you are always fine . Me ? Kinda fine here . Actually , a bit awkward to write you something like this . I mean , we used to talk face to face on everything and I never thought that I will have to talk to you through this blog post . Haha .
Well , nothing much . Or to be exact , too much to tell until I don't know which one should I share with you . So , it left with several things I want to share with you . Just like the old days . Earlier , I've gone through my picture collections and you were there , in almost pictures of me . At first second , I smiled but later I started to cry . Yea , I cried ! Because I just miss you so much . It is too too much until words can't describe it ! :( :(
I know you were happy with him , with your family , and your new family . I have to accept that is your life now . And forever . But I just can't accept the fact that you are no longer with me . How I wish time didn't flies so fast , so I could enjoy more times with you :( I am so freaking jealous with Bahri because he had you . For the rest of his life and me ? Hm . Need to learn more to live without you . When you're gone , I thought I could survive here but now , I'm doubt with my own self . I'm not strong enough . In fact , I never been strong :(
I miss the moments we sit and talk about everything . We laughed , we cried . I really miss those times . But I can't have it back now . I realized that you are the reason for me to stood still until the end . You're the one who gives courages to fight for everything . Remember back then when everybody talks bad about us , when nobody wants to be with us , we still have each other . Therefore we survived until we graduated . But now , everything seems so hopeless . I'm thinking to give up almost every day . I just can't stand this any more :(
Please don't misinterpret this post . It is not that I'm not happy with what you had recently , but I just want you to know I want us to be like we used to be so badly . And I want you to know how much I've been missing you :') I always ask Allah to gives you strength and blesses on everything you do . Don't forget me please :') Just take care of yourself there . And my baby :p Hope to see you very soon ! I love you ! Mwahh ! :)
